tomorrow marks the 8th year. has it been that long?
thinking back on that fateful day 8 years ago makes the past couple of months seem like nothing. not that there’s anything to compare, and not that one makes the other less painful. it just reminds me that things will be okay in the end, as long as u give it time.
today feels like the circumstances that i was in then. everybody’s out doing their own things, she’s away, he’s away… and then boom. deal with it. sigh.
Random thoughts:
1. I need to learn to take things slowly. I keep packing every second of free time I have with things to do that it’s really taking a toll. I can’t be too obsessed with the “doing”, it’s giving myself so much stress! Chilling is good too man… Just breathe, just breathe.
2. Learn to feel good about myself. Change my wardrobe, change the way you tie your hair.
3. Spending does make me happy.
4. Time to learn something new.
